i've been living my alonetrying to get you out of my lifebut after all this timei can't help myself but miss youyou're once a dream that came truean illusion that turned to realitybut suddenly, things turned differentlythe way they used to beuntill such time i have no choice but to let you goyou're the reason for my sleepless nightscoz you keep stayin' on my mindi can't help myself from cryingcoz i'm missing you so much........ all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heartall the memories are still preserve in my mindi miss you so muchcoz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with youmy life will never be the same againnow that you're gonei'll be trapped in this loneliness foreverunless a girl like you will bloom into my life again....I thought this was a letter I would never have to write,I hoped my tongue was something I could bite.I've realized its just something I cannot do,Here are my feelings, just a few.First, I'm still so In Love with you, after all this time,You told me the same, then left me, what a crime.Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind,Your love is with someone else now, what a bind.I'm so jealous, he's the luckiest guy I know,I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go.The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain,even after almost 2 years, everyday my heart feels the pain.Will we ever be together again, i say as I sob and mopeas each day passes, I lose a little more hope.I'll always LOVE you ________ hold these words trueDon't hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do.My heart is broken in so many a part,Do I still have a place in your heart?

A gentle word like a spark of light,Illuminates my soulAnd as each sound goes deeper,It's YOU that makes me wholeThere is no corner, no dark place,YOUR LOVE cannot fillAnd if the world starts causing waves,It's your devotion that makes them stillAnd yes you always speak to me,In sweet honesty and truthYour caring heart keeps out the rain,YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof.